***BIO*** pablo vision occasionally updates http://pablovision.blogspot.com with obscenity, blasphemy, links to recently published work, and information about stuff in print. He has remained faithful to the same woman for a number of years, but he is always eager to test his resolve in this matter with attractive gothic girls.
2008 zygoteinmycoffee Ink.
The Five Occasions I Was Unable To Sustain An Erection
by Pablo Vision
Dear S.

I know that we should be close enough to discuss anything, and everything, openly and honestly, but, as you know, I have found this impossible to talk about. When you ask me what's wrong it only makes it harder.

I do want you to know that the fault lies with me, and that you are not doing anything wrong, as such. I don't think it is much of a problem anyway, and I am sure it will all go back to normal, as long as we can just continue as though this had never happened.

I have listed the Five Occasions That I Was Unable To Sustain An Erection, and I have given the reasons behind each. If you could read these, and then destroy this letter, then we could just forget this ever happened, and I am sure we could go back to how it was.

Occasion One was due to the Medication that I had been taking this was in fact listed as a possible side effect.

Occasion Two was probably due to the fact that I had been looking at Internet Porn before you came home. I am sorry, but most men do this, it really is perfectly normal. So I was either fully spent up, or, beautiful as you are, you seemed somehow not quite as exciting to me that evening, and your breasts were not quite as gravity defying as I would have liked. Please do not take this the wrong way. How can I put it? I like my car well enough, but it's hardly a Lamborghini. And yes, I know that I am no oil painting either, but I do think that we are well matched. I think that what I am trying to say is that reality can sometimes be a bit of a let down compared to one's fantasies.

Occasion Three is the most embarrassing for me. I know that you were probably trying something new, in the hope that it might work, but when you inserted your Finger, well, I just wasn't expecting it, and it made me feel like I wanted to go to the toilet. Please don't ever do anything like that again.

Occasion Four may seem a little odd, but I am being honest with you here. My mind had somehow wandered, and I found myself thinking about Dinosaurs, not specifically, but just in general. I really could not refocus my mind after that. I was squeezing your tits in that way that I know you like, but I was unable to shake the thoughts of Dinosaurs and how big they might look compared to our house. When I slipped out, there was just no way I was going to get back in again. Surely there must be times when you lie there and are perhaps thinking about something else?

Occasion Five, I think, was because I was starting to worry that the last four times we had tried, it had all gone a bit tits up, and it is true what they say about it being a Vicious Circle, the more you worry, the harder it becomes.

I have not found it easy writing all this down, it is very difficult to be so brutally honest about oneself, and I never want to talk about this again. I hope that you can see that there were genuine reasons for our little problem, and there is absolutely no need for me to discuss these very private matters with a doctor, or anything ridiculous like that.

I really do feel that we can move on from this, together, just you and me.

I Love You M.
August 2008