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***BIO*** I am a published writer whose poetry has appeared in Avenue, The Lilliput Review, The New Yinzer, The Blue Collar Review, The Deep Cleveland Junkmail Oracle, The ARTvoice, Modern Drunkard Magazine, The American Dissident, Words-Myth, My Favorite Bullet, The Main Street Rag, Thieves Jargon, Underground Voices, Why Vandalism, and Eclectica.  My short fiction has appeared in the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette, and my column The Lost Yinzer appears quarterly in The New Yinzer (www.newyinzer.com).  My book of poems The Noose Doesn't Get Any Looser After You Punch Out is out via Six Gallery Press.
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a thousand faces
by John Grochalski
i can draw a thousand faces.
would you like to see me?
i can draw a thousand faces
and some of them even turn out
all right.
i can make them smile
or frown
others scowl or look pained
by the day.
i can draw a thousand faces
whether or not i am drunk
or sober.
i can draw a thousand faces
drinking water or beer
smoking cigarettes
or missing a couple of teeth.
i can draw a thousand faces
caught up in the afterglow
men who are black-eyed
dogs who are constipated
cats who want to be left alone
horses looking like horses
pigs looking like pork chops
on a wednesday night.
but i can't draw women.
when i draw a woman
i can only draw a body
with tits and a cunt.
a woman's true face alludes me.
but i can draw a thousand other faces.
circle ones
square ones
oval ones
black ones with beards
white ones with long hair
asian ones in lines of protest
and sometimes i can even draw faces
that are asleep.
i can draw a thousand faces
and i put them on matchbooks
and scraps of paper
bills and used up poems
windows and irs forms
scotch-soaked napkins in dim bars
on the pages of novels
that i'll never read again.
i can put them on nearly anything.
i can draw a thousand faces
but, sadly, none of them ever look
truly happy or satisfied.
my faces always look hungry
like there just isn't enough in the game
for them to feed on anymore.
sometimes my faces look like
they are waiting on death
or for a bus out of town.
i can draw a thousand faces.
and would you like to see them?
most of them came from real life.
Jan. 2009
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