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College Job, 1984
by Timothy Gager
I am not a painter
I am a student
I am a musician
I am a coke addict
but paint this house,
the rotten wood white
for survival.

Getting high
and sliding brown backgammon
rocks, cannot pay my bills,
cannot keep me stoned,
cannot do much,
except help me write
bad checks for cheese steaks
delivered to my home,
across from the fire station.

I’m nowhere near mountains
nor the beach
the only shells I know
are not from the sea
they are the ones left outside
where my neighbor fired
a few rounds through my wall
just for the fuck of it--

Like being a painter
that’s scared of heights
I hang on, my dear life,
arms hug the ladder’s rails,
students walk, look up
at my fuzzy peach ass

holes in the back of my jeans
while payday is not yet,
spent on beer.
April 2009
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