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***BIO*** Paul Handley spent a career as a student and a student of odd jobs. He has a paralegal certificate, and attended law school for a year; has an MA, an MPA, and is ABD.  He has driven a cab, scraped fish guts, sold meat door-to-door, Director of a truck driving school and worked in multiple other capacities.  Paul has work included or forthcoming in Anemone Sidecar, Apollo’s Lyre, Burst!, Macabre Cadaver, the Maynard, Ophelia Street , Poe Little Thing, Potomac:  Poetry & Politics, Red Fez , The Shine Journal, The Smoking Poet, and others.
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Corrosive Atrophy
by Paul Handley
Provides opportunity for stretching
unrehearsed cells, into unforeseen
models due to the lack of routine.
The resultant clumsiness adds dimension,
and I suddenly understand why Eric
wanted to move to,
and descend into the frozen Madison ground.

Prior to his self summons into the permazone,
he gathered tools of the netherworld,
Gameboy, reality TV, and baseball
with untold rain delays.
His dreams were peppered with periodic play
of high and tight pitches and slides
led by waving spikes,
at the replacement players on the field.

Eric knew that accelerated growth,
meant cubed inactivity is change.
A profound process, but 
will we still know each other?
What’s the recognition factor?
I’m me and apprehension in
my sure state was easy.

Eric’s numbness was the not that
of a sensory deprivation tank,
that in a sense deadens or
blackout exact senses, to enhance
another sense and this way dull
down for rebirth.  A two-step process
as opposed to his piling on.
More risky since a
complete breakdown.

Eric says he says he didn’t recall
my voice the last time I called.
Now he’s all Mr. Transcendent,
and I can’t stand his enlightened ass.
July 2009
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