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***BIO*** Holly Day lives in Minneapolis, Minnesota, with her husband and two children. Her most recent nonfiction books are Music Theory for Dummies, Music Composition for Dummies, and Walking Twin Cities.
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Ray
by Holly Day
he was old and he was wise and I
used him for anything I could get—
food, money, a fancy club chaperone
all the things my husband wouldn’t give me
and he never got to fuck me
not once
if I knew what love was, I think
I could have been a little nicer
to him, but he gave me everything I asked for
and he never asked for anything
and I never gave him
shit
I was his retribution, I think
for the fifteen-year-old stepdaughter he fucked
for the rich women he’d used up when he was
beautiful, for the half-Negro daughter he gave up for adoption
her mother institutionalized, sad and insane
I don’t know why else
he put up with me
Oct. 2009
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