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***BIO*** Andrew Rihn is the author of two chapbooks: While Grasshoppers Mate (Spare Change Press, 2008) and The Alphabetical Atheist (Scars Publications, 2009). Some say that Andrew is dead; others, that he joined the British Army.
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Permanent Records
by Andrew Rihn
We laughed when the principal
would threaten us
with putting this or that on our
permanent records,
as if the world would care
that we were late to Western Civ.
Our first jobs confirmed the world
was too busy flipping burgers
to care if we misbehaved in Algebra.
In college, my transcripts came with acronyms
GPA, GRE – ways to measure and record
my brain, like academic cat scans.
But I left behind another record
of my education in the form of my FAFSA
my debt to the government.
The same government that refused
to confirm or disconfirm
the existence of FBI files on me
for reasons of national security.
The same people who hold
my police record of disorderly conduct
and resisting arrest over my head
like a carrot, meaning for me to walk
in circles, back to jail.

This collection of documents,
this catalogue of a poem –
maybe this is my record.
Maybe this is what I am;
a collection of voices defining
my boundaries for me.
Maybe I am what they say I am
and if that’s the case, I’ll take my lighter
and burn this poem, burn
the paper its printed on
and walk away while my record
goes down in flames.
Oct. 2009
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