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***BIO*** Victoria Le is a poet, translator, exhibitionist, and editor of Fortnight Literary Press.  She attended the University of Michigan and currently lives in Ann Arbor, where she is hard at work on a poetic series devoted to Nicholas Cage.
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Euphemisms
by Victoria Le
When I think of
you, I
think of
slipping my hand inside
my box of poems

Who are all these people
afraid of poetry?
I’ve been so unhappy
like a
monk.  I’m sick
of hiding my love
inside
prayer manuals I want to
take this box and
shake it.

I told you about that poet convention
on Saturday.  All that paper in
starch containers.  Why
are all these
people afraid of fucking
I said fucking
Uh huh that’s what
I want to
know.

The university gave me
a thousand dollar
grant to say I
liked Margaret Atwood.
I used to have this
paranoia
about everybody knowing I read
Andrew Marvell as if they’d
never seen a naked
woman before in their entire life.

Then I was eighteen.
Now I am great.

Yesterday you
sat on my couch and told me
about Heine’s Book of Songs
and I wanted to
kiss you every
time you said
Blooming
It was so great.

I’m sick of this
Dividing my love
into
Maybe if I
promise to hate you I’ll
win a Pulitzer and then
what

I said
Honey,
I said, I loved
your book.
I thought it was gangbusters.
I’ll read it to you
Buy you a milkshake
and then you know what.

I want to shake this book open.
I want to kill the world with happiness.
Mar. 2010
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