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***BIO*** Lisa LaTourette's poems and short stories have appeared extensively in the small press, in publications such as remark., Zygote in my Coffee, Mouseion, Words Dance, The Moonwort Review, OpenWide Magazine, Snow Monkey, My Favorite Bullet and others.  For other poems, reviews, links to online work, or to buy her collection, "Down These Narrow Alleys: Poems & Stories" visit http://www.lisalatourette.com/ or email her at lisa@lisalatourette.com.  Lisa welcomes emails from like-minded souls.
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married to a musician
by Lisa LaTourette
winter is the season for arthritis, so
a recluse stays inside
dark horse & dripping faucets,
every light in the place is on,
I have even opened the microwave door to
take advantage of one more sunny bulb
I turn on the television, turn it down, turn it off;
I have a pattern when you're out playing your tunes
smoke & eat & smoke
& eat
it would seem I'm hell bent on developing
either a fat ass or cancer, whichever
comes first, I suppose...

I go to sleep & dream uneasy dreams
over & over in grainy black & white reality:
sweet secret melodies pouring out
over the crowd beneath fans that circulate
cigarette smoke & lust &
eyes like foxes to engage you
I take my paranoia very seriously &
have cultivated it for many years, but
thoughts of sitting social in a bar
engaging in the mind-numbing tedium
of spiritless small talk
causes my heart & other organs
to quiver with dull & rapid fear;

midnight is best between your own walls
protected from the burdens of loud noise &
clinking glasses, with the comfort of familiar shadows
on rumpled sheets, but still I'm anxious, waiting
for the truth of your key in our front door.
July 2006
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