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***BIO*** Rebecca Schumejda: I was born and raised on Long Island. I moved around, but ended up back in New York, this time landlocked, my view mountains instead of waves. My poetry has appeared here and there over the years. In 2001, Green Bean Press published my chapbook The Tear Duct of The Storm. Most recently my work has been published by: Lunatic Chameleon, remark., Spent Meat and Underground Voices. Additionally, my work will appear in an upcoming issue of Wordriot. More information can be found at www.rebeccaschumejda.com
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When the Check Clears
by Rebecca Schumejda
he'll buy a package of corn-dogs
     a bottle of ketchup, seven boxes
          of macaroni and cheese
a newspaper. A spider weaves
     a hammock across a trophy
          he won in a third grade spelling-bee.
A fly buzzing around the room
     crashes into the blinds over
          and over again; he chuckles,
life melts like ice cubes
he chews
                     to forget
                                          hunger.

He wants to be cremated
     no obituary notice, no flowers
          no grave marker, just ashes tossed
indiscriminately into the wind.
     After the days' second AA meeting,
          he assures himself that good times
               are waiting between the serenity
          prayer and the horizon, so he
keeps walking past gas stations,
     laundry mats, parked patrol cars
          back and forth across
the same bridge
six times
                   as the sky turns
                                         dusty feet sore.

Back at home, he waits for the spider
     to notice the fly, twisted in the web.
          For a brief second, he considers
running his fingers through the web
     to sever the fly from its fate
          but he knows better than to prolong
the struggle, instead he walks
     to the window, peeks out through
          the blinds to count the cars that pass by.
     He considers the icicles clinging
to steering wheels, hopeful fingers
starved
                     and searching
                                          for direction.
Aug. 2006
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