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ISSUE #14
 
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July 2004
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***BIO*** D.B. Cox: Blues musician/poet, originally from South Carolina, currently resides in Watertown Massachusetts. Uses a Les Paul Standard, tuned to Open E chord for slide guitar, and prefers a glass slide to a metal one. No longer takes requests when he plays out.
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the ward
by D.B. Cox
"I'm a Vietnam veteran. I gave America my all, and the leaders of this government threw me and others away to rot in their VA hospitals…" – Ron Kovic

sometimes at night
after the last light
has been doused,
& the holy drugs
have rendered me

temporarily oblivious
to the pain,
& putrid
night-smells
of the ward,

i can feel
the void
that stretches
out from my body
in every direction;

360 degrees
of seclusion,
as dead
as a disconnected
phone.

& sometimes,
i reach blindly into
that coal-black
absence,
hoping

my fingers
will brush
against
something
i can hold onto.

maybe
a wayward angel,
who might
allow a little
unaccustomed mercy,

& lift me
above
these broken places;
back to the days
& faces,

i hadn’t even known
i’d loved.