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ISSUE #20
 
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Sept. 2004
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***BIO*** Spencer Dew's work has appeared in Cautionary Tale, Pendeldyboz, Sexy Stranger, and Word Riot, among others.  He lives in Chicago, where he is completing a novel. 
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Waiting for Your Wake
by Spencer Dew
I want to eat your pussy, and I want the bombs to fall

they say there's a highway
and because your body means something to me

the motels of the desert
the green light of gas station convenience stores

belly, your pyramid heels,
flesh folds, your eyelids, the plump joints of your fingers

somewhere beyond, far past,
away from this city, electric night, train platforms

the lake folds up upon itself, too,
white on black, the smell of metal, dead fish, oil, and winter

they say California will end
diamond veins pressed into the hills of West Virginia

cattle will roast in the fields
and the corpses of pigeons will rain down on street and roof

these trains drag past
their stupid weight of numbers, paper, briefcases, and credit cards

millions and millions
the shifting, work day shadows under the pillars of the El

a film of powdered snow
they say that this is the last year on earth

and to the end
until that time and place:  breathe

woman, this is all I can say
parallel lines receding into the distance

smoldering, in the ruins
I want to eat your pussy, and I want the bombs to fall

the taste of copper in the wind
towers of flame, to melt away, to blister and burn

to stand, scorching, skeletal,
self-evident as lip line, holes and mounds

your tender neck muscles
or that blue-tinted oyster of flesh behind the knee

how many millions
-- woman, pulverize -- live in this city?

above the traffic,
the world, your hips, your hair, your cunt

clouds like ash cans
like the wrecked carapaces of cars, steaming buses

concrete shockwaves
another train shudders war and the tremors of your body

they say, woman, promises
grand disaster, newspapers skipping across construction sites

because your body
highways, millions, motel light, smoldering

come, bombs