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ISSUE #34
 
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March 2005
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***BIO*** Billie McCorkle: Born and raised in a small town in Indiana where I graduated
from Indiana University with a degree in journalism and U.S. history. Traveled extensively across the U.S.
lived in several major cities and ended up in Boston, MA in order to jump start my artistic career in writing
and filmmaking.
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Assault
by Billie McCorkle
droplets of blind rain
unleash a cerebral assault
on my lonely subconscious
auditory nerves too fragile
to play hide and seek with howling wind
snow bounds my insanity
from seeking an imaginary truth
my mind races through a labyrinth
made of steel, rocks and wood
punching, kicking, bumping
desperate to find the unanswered solution
faceless people blend into robotic figures
looming over a stale existence
unable to solve the secrets of my inner brain
blood stained hands covered in words
paperless poetry drips from my fragile fingers
death greets us with a question mark
fate, destiny and despair kiss like old friends
black smoke hides the tailspin i find myself in
living in a creative pig sty filled with wordless rumors
stopping to feed on rancid maggots hiding in the shower drain
one more apple martini and my liver can die with contempt
listening to god’s sick advice obeying like a trained mutt
where do i belong in a world of vampires
disguised in sheep’s clothing forging through a blind tunnel
carving my gravestone with sharp nails,
it’s a long way to the top if ya wanna rock n roll
liars, all dogs are thieves robbing, ripping, racing
my hands are shaking for my daily ritual
down the esophagus tube straight to the nervous system
all is better sleep comes with nightmares