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ISSUE #34
 
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March 2005
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***BIO*** Nate Lee used to be the sickest BMX biker around. Now he sleeps on a floor.
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we moved in together
by Nate Lee
and I’d come home
after 8 hours of neon
and she’d be knocked out
from working the night shift

she slept light because her dad had beat her up once
and me saying “wake up” was enough to do the trick
but she took her time in the process
twisting into the sheets
hair spreading on the pillow
hot and orange
tomato soup

“baby,” she’d say
all tired-like
“I’m sleeping”
I’d stand in front of her
hopping from one foot to the other
wringing my hands

“I know you’re sleeping
but the day
what a day I had
and I need somebody to do something with
and if it can’t be you
then I’m going to feel like things are working seriously against me”

it worked every time
and she’d get up
and we’d drink beers at the bowling alley across the street
or fight in front of some ethnic restaurant downtown
or we’d go steal some ice cream from the gas station
and then we’d come back to our place
she’d get into bed
and I’d come in with her
and sometimes we slept
and sometimes not

it wasn’t for a few years
that she got a job with different hours
and I’d be coming home
doing the nervous-hop
saying “baby, baby I need you”
and she wouldn’t be sleeping any more
she’d be awake
and she’d say
“I’m watching the simpsons
can you wait until it’s over?”

and it was maybe the third or fourth time
we saw that one where they had to build Bart’s soapbox racer
that I knew the happiest days of my life were over