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***BIO*** Jason Fisk: I have had a short story published in a college journal, and a poem published in Tamafyhr Mountain Poetry. I am currently pursuing my Masters of Art in Teaching (English) in Chicago.
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by Jason Fisk
Songs are sung too easily these days.
I used to listen for every word.
I used to spend every available
teenage minute with song.
I used to make play lists.
Then I made play lists for girls.
I remember I wrote the lyrics
to a Psychedelic Furs song,
The Ghost In You,
out for Stacy.
I fell in love with her
in my Spanish class.
Her friend asked
“Why did you give Stacy those lyrics?”
I froze – “No reason.”

I spent today up-loading music
to my new iPod mini.
I put hundreds of songs on it.
I realize that I have some pretty good music
I sit listening to lyrics
I’ve heard before,
but never really listened to.
I still love music,
I just don’t have time to appreciate it
like I used to.
And I have to admit
it makes me sad.
I wonder if
I’ve lost something precious
Along the way.

Reason tells me
that I just don’t have time
for that kind of leisure anymore,
that I’m still the same person.
She (Reason) also told me
I had so much time
to get lost in music
because I had nothing better to do,
I had no friends.
She’s such a bitch.

Fuck her.
I think a philosopher called reason a prostitute
I know what he was talking about
but the emotionally bankrupt
can’t afford to pay
for her services.
Self-esteem is not cheap
Dec. 2005
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